Karmic Budha

We all live in very strange times. Everyone is out there to prove a point. It is all about the money. There are many parallel worlds that exist which we are not aware of or we tend to lose sight of. As you get older, life gets mundane and you are absorbed into this abyss of mediocrity of thought and actions. You lack the fresh ability to create and feel the zeal. You get to work, put your head down and get into that synchronized behavior which governs your inner fabric of process and achievement. You put in your best on a daily basis and wait for it to catch up and finally you want it to be a bang where you are extremely successful money wise and power wise.
It could all be blown away in a second. You could miss the road to bliss by a blink and be dead because someone was digging their nose and not paying attention and drove straight into your car. It is a world where permutations and combinations of situations are constantly working in a web and nothing has a reason, rhyme or karmic value to it. You are an entity that is subject to different levels of all these mentioned situations and you can get anywhere and be anything. The intent is to get there and that could be either up, down or in the middle.
We all have to wake up and smell the coffee. We all have to put our face down, work with that innate fabric of behavior and hope for the best.
Over the weekend my wife sent me to buy Toor Daal and milk at the Indian store close to my place. I was about to pay for my stuff when I saw the Hajmola bottle just by the check out counter. That is the wrong bloody place to keep hajmola. Especially for addicts like me. I have always had a weakness for Hajmola, Swad and that Mango chutney shit that I used to eat when I was a kid.
The nets season has been a huge disappointment. Some human beings with their action, conviction and timing are destined to be great while others are just plain ordinary. No matter what talent he brings to the court every time he is on it, Vince Carter is just an ordinary boy in an amazing man’s body. He is weak, indecisive and lacks the commitment of the mind to single out his path. He can never ever carry a franchise like Kidd did those 2 years. So, we shall wait for them to sink into mediocrity, get rid off him in the off season and hopefully give it one more shot.
Work is going good. Billionaires are human beings too. All he did was put his head down, took the fabric of work head on and let things happen. I learn from him and all I can hope for the best. I haven’t felt like writing in quite a while. Don’t know why. I guess I am tired by the end of the day and consumed by living life. As I keep reminding myself on a regular basis, it is time to slow down as usual and time to regulate my life, my time on this earth. Goodnight as I need to get my precious 8 hours.