Saturday, February 26, 2005

Freedom

I am happy that my wife has a brain of her own. I am happy that i have a brain of my own. I am happy that we fight like dogs. I am happy that we have the right to say what we feel and behave the way we want. It is a horrible world governed by bigotry. I am happy that she says what she feels like and does what she feels like. I am happy that we are in love and still live our lives. I am happy that she doesnt kill my soul and i dont do the same to her. I spoke to a childhood friend of mine. Part of the old world. His wife hides the pain and she doesnt tell me the truth. She is not happy with the way things are. She is smart, beautiful and intelligent but bound by the fucking shadow. I want to help. I am tired and helpless. I have felt this way for a long time with these guys. Words cannot explain whats wrong with them and so i shall try not to. They are happy with each other but the fucking shadow hounds them. The shadow of society, relations and standings.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

What exactly is the god damn truth?

Samachar.com has a plethora of newspapers on one page and ready to be accessed by one and all. The more I read the newspapers today, the more I am confused. What exactly is the god damned truth? Different papers have different versions of some story, which never ever even existed. The media has got to be more responsible in the cynical world that we live in right now. We hardly trust anything or anyone these days and with the way things are written these days it really doesn’t help.
There has been a blatant disintegration of Indian journalism over the past few years and it pisses me off to no end to read nonsensical stuff on so called reputed papers like the Hindu, Times of India et al. I feel that TOI is bent upon digging its own grave with all the bullshit that they report.
Sania-Mania- someone needs to slap all these guys reporting every goddamn action of hers. For heaven sake, she has gone into the third or god knows what round in the Aussie open and won a WTA open in Hyderabad where she played against her grandma. I am not taking anything away from her and applaud her for wherever she is right now. It is for the media to accept her position in the tennis world and give her due recognition to what she has done rather than blow it out of proportion. The bloody media has to stop being partisan, be responsible and has to bring rationality to their thinking.
The level of journalism stinks and it is time for someone to step up and stop the sensationalizing bullshit. We don’t want our newspapers to reek of mediocrity and create a whole new generation that doesn’t know what is right or wrong. It is bloody important for the journalists to understand that they are shaping minds, perceptions and attitudes of minds that read them. They create impressions in the mind of the person reading them and will dictate their day to day process. It is important that the journalists and the newspapers on the whole relay direct, concise, accurate and worthwhile information.

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Dynamics

I work for a living just like any normal person around. I work and i work and i get tired. It is a stressfull job at timeS. Jason Kidd makes 18 Million year, 180 k a game. He will at the most play 90 to 100 games in a season. He gets paid 180 k for 48 mins of game time out of which he plays around 40 mins. Jason Kidd probably deserves the money. I deserve more money too. Dynamics of life are hard to explain. Dynamics of the economics of life-very hard to explain.
I am bored of writing. It doesnt make a damn difference to my life or anyone elses.
I will be back when i feel a lot more optimistic.

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Confused

This damn format is confusing. I dont know understand how the blogs are arranged. Someone needs to slap the chinese guy sitting opposite me at work. I have no bloody clue how he went to thunderbird or how the hell he passed his MBA. He doesnt make jack arse sense to me. If i ask him how he is doing he rants away about the weather and how China might get a snow storm. Random vague shit he spews out. Sometimes i feel that it is more of a put on. Maybe he is the smartest dude under the sun who wants me to underestimate him so that he can hit me when i least expect it. Na, not with this guy. It is too far fetched to expect something of that magnitude from this nitwit. The problem is this nitwit is a dangerous combination of stupidty, intelligence, ambition and cunningness. That is a damn potent mixture. I will cork up and treat him with respect. I have tried to figure him out for the past 2 years but havent fully succeeded as of yet.

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