Monday, February 12, 2007

The shit hit the fan and i smiled.

I am lying on my bed and am typing. I need to get a recliner in my bedroom so that I can do as I please without twisting my neck off.
Optimism is a great virtue. The whole of last week was a week from hell. I was sick and I was working long hours. I am in a very unique position at work. I have no boss but my boss thinks he is my boss. Today, I was happier and lighter on my feet. The uncomfortable stuffy feeling is gone. I am optimistic again and my smile is back.
I even wore a yellow vest to work today after probably 3 years. I am beginning to feel comfortable in my new company. I have been here 10 months. My true colors are coming out. I am fighting change, I am change and I am facilitating change. I took my nyquill medication a half hour ago and the medication is slowly beginning to filter itself into my being. I have to finish this blog before that. I woke up today with a sprained neck but I was still happy.
The downstairs is all done. I look around the master bedroom. It has an ironing board, a small 20 Inch tv on the ground and a mattress on which we sleep. That’s it. The second bedroom is fully furnished and the den is empty. My house is sufficiently empty. Optimism is an awesome feeling. I can feel the buzz right now and my clogged nose hopefully will dry out with this medication. I haven’t blogged in a while. Don’t know what the hell to write about. All I can say is that we all evolve. Evolution is an unmatched phenomenon which drives us human beings to improvise and survive be it the corporate world or be it life. I for one don’t see a difference in life either at work or at home. You evolve and you grow. Sometimes you repeat the same mistakes because you just don’t fucking care. But, then at other times you are aware. You are aware of where you stand in life and what you have to do to stand in a better place. My sprained neck hurts but I am still fine.

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