Random Shit

I go through phases when it comes to writing. The frequency varies on a monthly basis depending upon how i feel and if i do have the strength to express myself. It stems from the fact that i am a cynical person. It is all in the mind. I am 28 now. 10 years ago i was a happy go lucky soul with an abundance of laughter and mischief running in my blood. There was this constant urge to push life to its limits by being as non conforming as possible. I was very much a rubber cork bobbing along in a vaste ocean, being carried around by waves and currents. It was a good time. It was a time where i lacked the ability to think too much and do the right thing. It was a time when i was ignorant and didnt know i was. It was a time when mistakes were made. When you dont know if it is a mistake how can it be deemed one?
As you grow older, your awareness increases and you tend to be cautious and calculative. You might end up being overtly cautious and calculative and that is where i am right now. I heard this phrase from the bhagvad gita which said that knowledge aka gnana and bhakthi aka devotion are the same. When you acheive gnana you tend to acheive devotion. I still havent gotten there yet. I am blabbering random shit. There is no correlation.