Wednesday, December 28, 2005

The god of small things and shit.

Life seems a blur right now. Everything is rushing by me. There is a disconnect with the situation. With my place and time on this earth. Don’t know why. There seems to be no purpose to life. Consumed by an addiction to watching a sport. Too much of anything is too bad. Your eye is off the ball. There is no focus on anything. Like a lifeless soul on the move. Things could be worse. Have to get a job that concentrates on not getting other people rich. Have to get something that concentrates on getting me rich both spiritually and materialistically. Just another useless soul occupying space on this earth. No way. No fucking way that this can become the theme to my life.
Have to lift my partner and myself to a different level. Be better people. Give weight to the right subjects. Keep the bigger picture in mind and not sweat the small things. Be kind, generous and loving. Be full of enthusiasm. Banish addictions from life. Banish alcohol and lethargy. Let the mind be a squeaky clean temple. Bring back music. Let it dominate my life and bring only good thoughts. Spread the cheer and cut the cynicism. Trust and be transparent. Create an aura of love. Remember Jimmy V and his philosophy. Get a philosophy. I don’t have one.
Get out of here. Shake the tree. Get some guts. Don’t be stupid but do it right. Don’t sweat it. You live once, make it right. Don’t say the wrong things. It is tough to always say the right things. Think before you speak. It is again easy to say that. We always can’t think before we speak. Life is full of reactions. There is no right or wrong reaction. Too many intangibles. Try to stay in control of the tangibles. Be pure. Stand for what you believe in. Don’t step back. Don’t tire yourself out. Trust and love. Have the warm fuzzy feeling about life. It is a tall order. Play it right. It is pretty simple. Don’t lose your temper over trivial issues. Can communicate without losing temper. Get a hold of insecurities. No one is going to run away with your life and with the way it is, there is nothing much to it anyway. Keep it cool and keep the mind clear. Don’t smirk at whatever you have just written as it just undermines whatever you are trying to do.
I have no clue why I have this title on this post.

Carpe Diem

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